God its gone in quick, 4 years has gone by so quickly.

My Granda died and then there was this big massive hole. Now i have finished eventually grieving for him. No tears have been shed. I am very proud of myself. I would cry everyday every night and every month. This is the first year i have never cried. Obviously i have thought of him today. Went out for lunch with a friend and she has no idea its his anniversary. I haven't told anyone.

I feel i have "gotten" over his death- is there such a thing as getting over a death?????

Anyways just thought i would share, i felt i needed to see it written down instead of just in my head

TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY!!!!!!!