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I am angry with you!
It freaking sucks....
I awoke in the middle of the night two nights ago and laid there so stinking angry about the same thing, then the tears came. What sucks the most is that I wish I could do something to change what happened but I can't and that ticks me off even more.
I feel like I could run up and down the street screaming at the top of my lungs but that wouldn't go over so well with the neighbors......so I sit here with it eating away at me, trying my best to entangle myself in my work so that I don't have to think about, that use to work really well, but its not working so well now, I feel a lose it stage coming, something I have been trying to avoid.

There is no one that I know of that I can connect to right now, I have my T but our relationship is new so I don't go there with her yet.

I get what you mean about needing someone to be there. I wish your T could have understood at the moment where you were coming from, if only he could have read your mind

I wish I had great words for you. I wish I could say tomorrow will be better for you but I don't know what tomorrow holds.
Try to just hang in there and go with it.

Hangingon