(((((((((__Sky)))))))))),

Sorry all these things are happening at one time. Really sad you are having the problem handling it all, & then, your psychologist's phone line when you need it most. It is amazing how we react in order to protect ourselves. Hope we can help you get through some of these issues until you can get that "Professional Help". We can't be that good, but........Where is your "marble"....maybe that will help a little????lol....no, I haven't forgotten about that technique. Hope you can get to the recognition dinner tonight & actually sit back & enjoy it after all of this.

I know how stressful going places is. Haven't been out of my house for 4 days between not feeling good & stress building up...not good. On top of that, I left the training of my filly in a bad spot of letting her have her way because everything I did was making things worse.

Hope you can get through to your psychologist before things get worse however cause there is actually nothing like the professional help.

Feel better,
Debbie