EM's feelings are information, not emergencies comment.

Pachy's reality check that...let's face it, the universe is not likely in much danger..LOL

Mouse suggesting that ... hey, this is just part of getting intimate with ourselves.

SAWE's suggestion that the great Creator, was involve in creating me so I can't be ALL evil.

Miss C...label of flooding (perfect name for it) and the subtle reminder that I an not limited to just what I see at the moment...I AM FORMLESS!

And of course Spotted Owl's gentle naturalistic perspective...to accept the flood, and let it flow, and figure out what it all means later.

These comments have all been very helpful. I think at the moment the flood surge has past at least for now. I seem to have little tolerance for these emotions. I don't know if I believe in the concept of physical energy fields... but if there are people out there who can actually see these energy fields they would need sunglasses if I entered the room.

I just worked out hard on the elliptical to expend some of this excessive energy and now I am going to try and let the pencil flow, attempt some of Miss C suggestions, and then sleep.

This has been tough...dealing with this explosion of thoughts and images and having no one to physically share it with. Thanks everyone for helping me deal with this.