its hard to reach out - its painful to think you were not heard - and silences - they suck bigtime - thats when I fill in the gaps with stuff that probably is nowwhere in theri minds but lurks at te back of ours - and you end up still upset but now angry and confused is added to the pot.
Im sorry your T couldnt give you what you needed in the phone call - Im sorry you are feeling this way - time places distance between the pain - but it so easily comes back - these times i try to think of good times i had with my mum - I hope your T sorts this out at your appt - take care
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet