inherantly evil.... I hope not
If I were you I would keep drawing as it seems to be an outlet for you - me I write - someimtes obsessively - then I stop myself and deliberately keep busy with other things - or draw - or just do somthing! I hope things calm down for your soon
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet