HI NF,
yes there is always hope - somtimes it just doesnt seem so - are you seeing a psychologist? or getting any help with this?
A great book with lots of info is The PTSD Handbook by GLenn Shiraldi - myabe your library would have it - it has a lot on the different parts of PTSD and how to cope with them
I guess really I just wanted to say Hi and welcome
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet