hey sweetie,
sorry im still a bit flitty from meds and cant concentrate for too long. but i did manage to get through the title of your thread(!) ~ and the rest of the post .

unfort i read it a few hrs ago and really, really cant read it again right now but i wanted to say that if you wanted a new pdoc mine is great and i'd happily give you his details.

or also the ppl at the brain & mind research institute are phenomenally awesome (and they bulk bill).

it's a shame that pdocs (and Ts) can be so crap these days. my ex went to a pdoc once, and the appt went like this:
pdoc: how are you?
ex: crap. i cant go on.
pdoc: surely you're not that bad! you just need to look at things the right way.
ex: ...
(pdoc does a history and gets around to asking): sui ideation?
ex: attempted twice last week.
pdoc: oh. so i suppose you've been feeling a bit sad...

i wouldn't have believed my ex had i not been in the room myself.

pdocs can be weird, huh?