1. THANK ALL OF YOU SWEET, KIND FOLKS. YOUR WORDS POURED SOOTHING MEDICINE ON MY WOUNDED HEART AND MIND. I DO APPRECIATE YOUR ENCOURAGEMENT AND GUIDANCE.

WE ARE TRYING TO RECOVER. THE GOOD THAT CAME FROM THIS BAD IS WE DID RECOGNIZE ANOTHER PROGRAM. WE WERE TRAINED TO RESPOND WITH THE BLUNT TRUTH WHEN ABUSERS DEMANDED AN ANSWER, PHIL ACCIDENTALLY TRIGGERED THIS PROGRAM BY HIS DEMANDS TO KNOW WHAT I HAD DONE AND WHY. SO, I CAN GET HELP TO DISMANTLE THIS OTHER PIECE OF PROGRAMMING. THAT MAKES AT LEAST 6 PROGRAMS DISCOVERED AND IT WILL HELP US GET FREE OF THEM WITH SOME HELP.

SANNAH, I STILL CAN NOT SEEM TO TELL PHIL WHAT I NEED OR WHAT WOULD HELP. I'M GUESSING A LOT OF PROGRAMMING IS TO DO JUST THIS - MESS UP THINGS BETWEEN ME AND THOSE PEOPLE WHO ARE CLOSEST AND MATTER SO MUCH. BUT I FIRMLY BELIEVE THAT ONCE THE PROGRAM IS RECOGNIZED IT IS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME BEFORE GOD WILL HELP ME DISMANTLE THE INDOCTRINATION AND REPLACE IT WITH GENUINE TRUTH AND HEALTHY THINKING.

SO, EVEN THIS BAD MISTAKE AND UNPLEASANT RESPONSE WILL TURN OUT FOR GOD IN THE NEXT FEW WEEKS NOW THAT MY COUNSELOR IS OVER PNEUMONIA AND FLU.

I APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU, YOUR KINDNESS MATTERS MORE THAN I HAVE WORDS TO SPEAK. THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE WHEN SOME HAVE ABANDONED ME IN NEED. I HOPE I CAN DO THE SAME FOR YOU ALL IF YOU NEED HELP AND KIND WORDS. HUGS

LESLIE AND HER PIXIES