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we r still tired...but seem ta b not so sick ne more...however our ankles is swolln an our feet too...we dont eat salt so we dont know what it is...we have a dr appt next week with our dr so we will hafta wait til then unless it gets worse...an yahna aint too happy that shes not feelin bettr eithr...an next week we got an appt with the dental clinic ta see how we r gonna get all these teeth out so we cn get dentures...scary scary scary...dont like drs...an is difficult ta eat cuz one of the teeth in the back hurts when we chew on it...an its the most used tooth we got ta chew with...so we wont b eatin much til after we get our dentures...yahna feels real bad that she cant b here more...she so needs hugs an tenderness right now cuz she is feelin worthless...an we dont know how ta do it cept ta let her have her space an cry an do whatever she needs ta do...but these past few days all she does is cry inside an hug her pookie bear...we dont know what is wrong...but she dont wanna live ne more an feels like she is a bothr an a headache ta everybody else...an her daughter would b bettr off without her...she is kinda low right now...please pray for her an ask God ta show her somethin special this weekend...we dont have very many friends that we can go to that even accept where we r in our recovery an even the ones that say they r friends rnt willin ta see the pain she went thru or even hear bout it...all we cn say is help...
abbi of jewels
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