((((((((((((Hope))))))))))) i understand- i posted a lenghty one about my feelings having to do with Mother's Day and it got lost too. i posted mine kind of late so i don't know if anyone responded or not. i guess you could always repost what you had to say if you wanted to. i did read yours and i empathize with your feelings. i didn't get a chance to post to yours either- thought i would do that today hang in there - i know things will get better.