As some of you may know, I was abused in my past. I am in a relationship of 2 1/2 years. I have told my boyfriend of the abuse and besides all of you, he's the only one I told. Here's the problem, I have severe trust issues. It's kind of ironic because I trust him enough to tell him my deepest darkest secret but yet I constantly think that he is cheating. I thought that maybe after telling him this that I can trust, but it's a different kind of trust. I don't know if it's because his friends cheat? I so deeply want to believe that he isn't but I have doubts. It's tearing apart our relationship. I don't know if I should seek help? I want it to stop!!! Please help.