I do see a psychologist and a psychiatrist. Both of them seem to refuse to talk about the past and just want me to get better in the present which I understand but I still just feel like I have all these questions that I want answered. I don't doubt that I'm bipolar or possibly borderline but I just want to know if what I experienced in my childhood could have had an effect on my present problems. I want to know if other kids that experienced similar situations have similar issues in adulthood. I guess I just want someone to tell me that my feelings about my past are valid and the norm. I just can't seem to find any information to support that but I have trouble believing that there aren't others out there like me. I just want to find them!
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