thanks everyone for updating me...I changed my post so you can go back and re read it ... I guess you can say i was out of the loop and felt singled out and picked on...and I took it personally....that is the BPD in me.....so sorry for rambling on like I did....just very sensitive and having a rough time right now with being depressed over this DUMB mothers day.....
Thanks again and {{{{{{hugs}}}}}}