yesterday I met with my T and she confirmed that i am doing the right thing. she also said that if i gave up total control right away it would be overwhelming to both of us. today is a difficult day in the respect of giving up control. i am having this overwhelming fear and it is coming from a part that is only 6 years old. on top of that she doesn't talk. i am having a tough time comforting her because i am having a tough time comforting myself. i can't help but wonder what my life would be like if i had complete and total control over it. i want to be in control of every little thing and i know that is not possible even without this disorder. is there anyone out there that has control over their parts?