Feeling better today from the surgery and from my twelve second fright...
Off the narcotics and on Tylenol and a baby aspirin.

Emotionally, I feel all right.
It was a humbling experience to so strongly want those seconds of float-in-feel-good. Humbling but worth the gratitude that came from it..
It reminded me of suddenly getting an intense itch in an unreachable place...

Fortunately my Senior second didn't turn into Senior hours of drinking or using.
Age, years or program time, is not any type of guarantee.

Cap