Ryan,

I think we all have a problem with this. Those of us who suffer from depression. That is part of the disease. Seeing the worst in ourselves and not being able to love ourself. I have ben working on this in therapy. I have come to the conclusion that in order to love myself, I have to know myself. For me, that is the place where I am at right now. I started making notes in my journal about positive things. Wants2Fly actually promted me to do this. I think if you try to dwell on the positive instead of the negative after a while it might start to sink in.
Your a wonderful person. You have always been so kind, caring and supportive. You have so much to look forward to these next few weeks and I know that must be very overwhelming for you. I know that alone is a lot to handle. Slow down, breath, relax........you are good, your are nice, you are kind, you are caring, you have a good heart. Start repeating that to yourself sweety. I know it's hard, but your not alone. Much love to ya sweety. Please take good care of yourself.

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