Ryan,

I know that our depression robs us of any objectivity about ourselves. It lies to us. You have changed and grown so much in these past months. Your progress is amazing.

Yet, even in January, you were kind, loving, giving, patient, and so much more. You are a good person, Ryan, or I would not want to be your friend, much less your twin.

I don't have any answers and I wish to heaven I did. I do know that when I'm at the bottom of the pit, I get a reality check from you to know I'm ok. So, I'll be your reality check and when you're at the bottom of the pit, I'll let you know that you are the best, because you are.

Twin