Can't Remember,I would like to say how ptsd affects me with lack of attachment.When i first hit me i each day became more and more distant from my girlfriend,friends and family.My girlfriend is a very passionate woman and said she understood the way i felt,but instead became suspisious of me and began checking my cell phone records to see who was calling and text messaging me and who i was calling and texting,which of course were all friends and other members of the Volunteer Fire Department i belong to.She knew these people but still called them and was asking questions,as if i was supposedly having a affair with them and she got a slap in the face when she realized 99% of them were males and she knew them all.Of course they all called me asking what was going on.She also went as far as to somehow get into my My Space account and delete it.See how ptsd can affect other people and in some cases create suspicion.
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