This morning my h. woke me up at 6am for church . We had two hours to get ready - more than enough time but then became so angry out of nowhere. We hate that- it feels like everything is terrible when someone unexpectedly just get's angry. Then i couldn't go anywhere or even get ready because we were afraid to go into the car with him. He drives crazy when he's angry and i never want to put myself in that postion again.

Then he went through my purse- taking out the checks , saying he needed one for the offering. i don't care about the checks but i feel so violated . Like i can have nothing private that he can't have.

i know we overreact but it feels so terrible inside. it's so triggering and everything is so out of control when someone gets angry for no reason - without warning and then go through my purse. i feel like i can have nothing that he can't take
i hate my life so much.
kerria