Foolish.....

I have had people in my life tell me that things happen for a reason. Maybe the reason your friend stopped over is that you are not supposed to die right now. I know I had similar "plans" and there always seemed to be something that would come up that changed them. Last time was my ex was going out of town unexpectedly and I had to watch my kids. Could be random events, but could be a message to you that you are supposed to live.