Thanks Simcha,

I've definately kicked her to the curb - she reminds me of the first therapist I saw and that ended badly - thankyou

Deli,

I prob need the meds - deep inside I know I need somthing to help while im in therapy - am going back to my dr to see if we can change to another one - cant jsut stop - have been taking them for over a year - side effects would not be good

It just annoys me now that I let someone upset me this much... it's still in my head.... see dr on tuesday - would be interested to see what the pdoc put in the page and a half letter she flashed up on the screen that she's sent to my Dr... think I will ask if I can see it... depends how brave and present I can be on the day - wish me luck