(((Christina))) - you are not alone.
I struggle with cognitive and emotional disabilities. Mainly: epilepsy, traumatic brain injury, and major depression.
I wish that I could repair my marriage...but I can't. I wish that I could be a "normal" mommy...but I can't. I wish that I'd wake up back in 1990 and avoid this whole mess

! The pain and major challenges I face are simply unavoidable.
I cannot wait for it to end! But, I've also felt like this for 3 years now. Doesn't give me much hope for the rest of my depressing life.
Shez