stress can really set off behaviors that many of us are not comfortable with. i know i can get irritable and testy. have you even been given a diagnosis, if there is one?
i do know that if i brisk exercise daily it really helps me with stress and gives my mind a rest. sorry you don't have a support system. do u have a trusted friend you could share your feelings with? or a schoool counselor, etc?please let us know how u are doing cause you do matter to us, RJ. 
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