My T did mention OCD to me, and our last session was mostly about the "why" I do this. It mostly seems to happen when I am depressed, the urge is worse.
He did suggest taking it back, and I simply can't do that. I have another contract renewal coming up this summer and he wants me to start setting up what he calls "roadblocks" so that it is more difficult for me to get them. Anything to slow down the impulse and make it harder. As he said, there will always be new phones with new features and this could keep going on. I know it has caused a strain at home with h and on my finances.
Thanks everyone.
Mary Alice