Hi Echoes,
Your post resonated with me once again!
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In my therapy, the therapist maintains neutrality and does not direct the therapy. This is the therapy I want yet I am also conflicted.
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Same here. My T does NOT give me direction, rather he makes me squirm and take the lead. He says it's MY therapy. And on the few occasions when he brought something up at the beginning of session I got pissed off!
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I wanted the love I saw in the world, but not in my world.
Maybe I am there again.
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It sounds like it. In my last session on Thursday, T and I were talking about feeling separate from others; on the outside looking in, etc. It's a very lonely place for a child and for adults too!
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T does many caring things, accepting phone calls, offering her cell #, returning phone calls when asked, adjusting her fee, etc.
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I hope you don't mind if I rephrase this: "I DO have a good and nice mother. She works hard, buys Chinese take out on payday, etc."
((((((((((Echoes)))))))))))
You take care. You are doing such good work with this therapy; noticing so many patterns.
