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Old Mar 08, 2009, 08:32 PM
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after months of almost compulsive time online here and in email something flipped a switch in my head and now i can't stand to be online. this is one element of being d.i.d. that bugs the crap out of me. i spent up to 20 hours at a time and only slept when my body demanded it, which is not every day and then boom just quit.

i am putting this out here to tell the folks i had communicated with that it is not an intentional slight or rejection. in fact, i do not know what it is except perhaps my annoyance with myself for not doing enough real life. i am winding up tight inside, i need direction, i need some kind of structure and i can't give it to myself. yea d.i.d.

i care about you guys and i will be back when i can. see ya.

leslie and her pixies
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