im home til next sunday for spring break and lately everything is working itself into place....i finally feel happy....its in the back of my mind to see my T, but im just not sure....im not sure if she'll cut open a wound...or....say something that'll make me wonder if im truely happy...or something along those lines....i finally stopped wondering what the hell was wrong with me and embraced who i am...and that i like who i am...honestly.. but....of course theres still questions i posess that we were working on....and i still want her input on it....but im finally feelling good...idkkk what to do