thanks Nicole.....

To clarify, its not eating in front of them, its basically 1) I feel a freak and not worthy of normal company (I know this isn't true, but I am very insecure)embarressment, gulit, shame...(Its my flatmates parents, her mother is a psychotherapist)
2)There is no room!

I should have got something I could have had in my room...Like I planned with my GP to do if it happened again..I wasn't hungry earlier...am now....

Its also that empty ache for social company and contact that I am too depressed and immature still to handle properly.

sorrel