thanks for kind replies. I am scared because i feel i am spinning out of control. I have so many emotions at once i feel like my own personal tornado on a rampage and it feels dangerous.
i sure wish there was a 12 step program for being did!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i probably won't be as gone as i implied but the 20 hour marathons gotta quit. Too imbalanced even for me.
i care about the people here on pc.com, especially those of us who are did because in real life most of us are not able to be together for support.
but don't feel unloved if you responded and you're not did, i am also, depressed anxious, addictive, insomniac, eating disordered, have chronic pain and if there's anything else i hope i don't remember it...gee, my own life bums me out completely. Sorry for the pity party but i honestly can't help it today. If i could support myself i would run away from home.
calling my t later on...
love you all because you are good people, hugs,
leslie and her pixies
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