Also I'm working through the baggage I've had from shame based, lousey parenting, and when the admins tell me I've done something wrong--such as posting the name of the author of a prayer I posted--because it specifically mentions what tradition the prayer came from--it pushes my feelings of authority figures wanting to control me.

I'm getting the message that questioning that policy is forbidden--which seems opposite to what I'm trying to achieve in my life--which is follow the wisdom of my body and my heart.