Surgery scheduled for 9:30 AM EST (USA). That's when I have to be there.
T said that if I have not urinated after the alloted time in hospital, and they are planning on sending me home with a catheter, then I should ask about staying another day. Something about it is very upsetting to us. can't put my finger on it. She also said that I should tell Dr that i have PTSD and am a surviver of SA.

Trying to hold the "fort". Anxiety is high. Fear of unknown, pain (especially in the private area).....why did I think this would be an "easy" surgery???

scared and looking for someone inside to do this. no volunteers......but perhaps someone will step up. Right now it's everyone saying "no way".

wi