My dear friends,

Thank u for ur support and care.
I have good news, finally.

I have found the good psychoanalist, he was in my facebook friends list for a while but i didnt knoq what his job was.
Browsing the net i found his name as a bp specialist. Emailed straight away, saw him today, again tomorrow.
The contact was really positive.

He ll help trough all this.
We ll overcome that pain and fear.

Sure its not done yet, but a dawn of hope appears slowly.
Soon, that hope will enlighten the.French Empire. And i ll up to rule my life again.
My friends, it was more than time, i couldnt handle it alone anymore.
Now, i breathe better, soon, i ll enjoy life again.
And the Empire shall be ruled by life, not bipolarity.

My ultimate goal is to keep on writing my novel, then maybe a book. I cant achieve this with my brains bouncing from wall to wall.

My friends, thank u for care. Thank u for being there.

I m here for you too.
To those who are in doubt, those who expect nothing from this life except unbearable pain, just dont give up.
BP is forever, but it can be managed. I am a woman, not an illness. Its gonna be hard, but not as hard as being reduced to a name in a psy-disease list.

Take care of urselves, i ll do the same.