I have a question:

Sometimes I can watch my other selves in action - sort of like standing back and watching them, but not being able to control them. And then sometimes I can remember later what it was that happened, but it is kind of like remembering a dream

Other times, I'm just GONE, and I don't remember what happens, or I MIGHT recall a tiny snippet or something.

Also, something T said today made me think that he wants me to start noticing what happens when I start to dissociate. Honestly, I don't want to. I don't want to give it up yet

Is this how it is for other people??