I can tell I'm starting to swing up. Last night I didn't sleep worth a darn and am quite irritable. Just the littlest thing sets me off. My mom commented on my hair yesterday and I about bit her head off. I had gotten my hair cut on Saturday and thought it is rather cute and she said oh I don't like it it is too short. Then proceeded to tell me how to color the grays in my hair after I had just done that the day before but I guess I had missed a few so had to come home and redo it. Still didn't get 'em all but I'm done messing with 'em.

I've also started to clean again and I know that means I'm starting to spiral up because I always start to get obsessively clean when I start the upward swing. I hope this time I don't stay manic too long because it just drains me.

Jan