hi phoenix. there is no support group that i know of except the people that live here. And for the most part they feel the same feelings that i do. killing themselves that they did move home, but refusing still to go anywhere else.

when i was in my trailer i rode my bike alot. but since moving into the house, i kinda pushed the bike to the side. i do walk my little dog sometimes. i dont mind the walk, the exercise or taking him out. i just can't stand seeing the surroundings.

i wish i was carrying on well. that would be amazing. amazing for anyone down this way. for me, and i'll probably regret saying it here. i want another storm to come and hit, as hard or even harder than that biitch. then i wouldnt have anything to worry about after that. we'd all disappear from the earth.