Thanks everyone for the replies!

I'm pretty prepared for the prospect of my first time hurting... My boyfriend and I actually tried the last time he was visiting me, and it was a no go cause it hurt so bad.

My main issue is my medications make me less sensitive down there, and therefore less wet. I"m not sure what to do about that exactly. Besides buying lube, I'm not sure what else to do. I was on wellbutrine for awhile, which everyone says is supposed to be easier on the sex side effects, but it didn't work for me. I feel like I have a bit of a double whammy here, between being a virgin and being on medications, I may never get to have sex, no less enjoy it! Lol, c'est la vie?