I am awake unable to sleep. A couple of issues have come up with both my t's. With my reg t a couple of weeks ago we had to do a new treatment plan and for some reason i fight tha. I think it has to do with all the psych hospitals as a kid and as a 18 yo. They use ur words and twist them. Or maybey i feel hurried or judged i dont know but my t got frustrated and scared me by her change in her eyes and triggored me and 9. So 9 has been sick until a week ago she started screaming as i was almost asleep it was a flashback but she thinks my t will do the same to her. My t was gone all last week and i see her friday and she called today and i told her and she took 9 for the week. I feel bad that 9 has such yucky transference u may remember that i was ill at the er this was the story. I left a message with t saying i am sorry if that hurt her feelings but i know she is ok with whatever happens she is a good t. I know she would never hurt us but 9 gets afraid easy.