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Thanks you guys. Yeah... I spoke to my instructor, but she is recommending that I see a psychotherapist/some one who can prescribe me drugs. I told her I don't really want to be on drugs because my life really isn't being disrupted. I'm just sad a lot of the time (I feel like I have a right to be sad with what I'm going through). I am a strong person: I'm not failing school; I'm getting things done; and I can have a good time (those good times just don't always sustain me very much). I also don't want to be on drugs because by the time they kick in I'll have finished with my rotation/I don't want to have to play with dosing in the middle of school/and I don't want extra "energy" to act on some of the thoughts I have sometimes (that's a really big fear for me).

I mean... "maybe I should go just to help her feel better" I guess is how I'm feeling right now. I go to a school counselor. And I feel like PC has been a good support for me.

Spring break is close too - maybe that can help me get myself back together a little bit. I really am just trying to survive until graduation. School doesn't really allow a whole lot of time for feelings

Thanks again you guys. I guess this rotation is good because it's helped me to realize a couple things: 1) I'm a fixer and 2) I haven't quite dealt with everything I thought I'd dealt with. Yay positive sides.