(((MissC))))
That's great progress!

And, i never looked it my feelings as being memories. Thanks for that insight! I was horrified and embarrassed when at my intake with T I could barely come up with any memories before the age of 9 or 10. The only thing I was able to tell her was a 3-5 things and that I had this constant fear in me.

Thank you for putting a little wrinkle in my brain today