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Old Mar 10, 2009, 07:56 AM
Anonymous091825
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Originally Posted by chalmette70043 View Post
Life has been surreal to me starting 8am on 8/28/05. It hasnt changed, the feeling. Life now, today, is still a surreal feeling. I feel i've never had a past and life started on 8/29/05. Not a thing is the same. Nothing. I try to avoid what i see. I stare straight without looking to the side. But i cant always do that. I can't escape.

I'm working with a state job rehabilitation thing and hopefully i can find a job here where i live. I looked on my own for 2 years and nothing came of it. I'm hoping that when i do get a job that will help me.

I see my t once a week, pdoc once a month, other than that i hide away.

((chalm))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Do you know when I go home. I can not even drive down my street anymore. Last time I did. I sat in front of where i grew up and thought how can this be?
I can stick up for what i need too. Im lost for words on this one.
I want you to know at some point the tears do come. You may do it like i do in private.
I want you to know i care. Even thinking about back home brings tears to me. You will get there. My friend. I think you are amazing. Take care of you