(((((((((((((((((((LLT))))))))))))))))))))))
You have probably gone through a lot of hard things in your life on your own....this is your chance to have someone, a real person who cares about you, support you while you are suffering. It IS scary to go see T when we are feeling so vulnerable...but it can be so healing.
I have broken down in front of T...and I thought it would be embarrassing or scary...but it was really okay. He didn't get shocked or alarmed or scared and he didn't make it into the biggest deal in the world (like "wow! you're crying!")....he supported me, I got a lot of bad feelings out, and I actually left feeling a little bit better.
I hope you will let yourself go and see T tomorrow. You are sad and you deserve support. I'm so sorry your boyfriend broke up with you.

