Colonel,

I know what you are feeling. I just posted about it in a way. You are such a great guy and you handle alot of things well. I know this is scarey , and a bit intimidating to go thru. But you have the support of alot of people here , and at HOME! Thats right HOME. Your mom , step dad and siblings are waiting for you there. And I am sure alot of other people too. Focus on that as much as you can . That will help you get thru this. You know how to get a hold of me if you need to talk . I am always here for ya. You know that. Take care Sweetie. Be thinkin of ya!!

Hugz~
Beth