How do I know if I am becoming addicted to it?
I mean, even when I try to, I can't go to sleep until I take something.

And to be honest, I don't see why it is such a bad thing.
I am not on any other meds, so there is nothing for it to react to (as Capp was saying)
and if it helps... it helps... right? I mean, right now, this is the only way I can get even
a wink of sleep at night, because the voices are always much louder at night.