Ok... this thread is really a plea for help and will be updated often.
And since I have no guarantee what my mindset will be down the road,
it may get triggery, so please be careful... I would hate for my pathetic issues to trigger you.

Please, will ya'll help me stay... somewhat "sane" and well... alive... until my psych appointment on the 18th of March?
I don't think, in fact I know I can't do it alone. I am begging you.. please help me???

I think the voices are pissed off that I made the appointment.
They are so loud now I find it hard to hear and/or concentrate on what is going on around me... in reality. does that make sense?