Thank you so much for your kindness... but many people have told me this, and I can't seem to take it to heart. I don't enjoy being me much at all, in fact, I just want this confusion to go away! It's a weird thing... part of me embraces what I feel because it's different and a little out there, another part knows it causes me hurt and rejects it, another part wonders if the feelings of wanting it to stop makes the feelings of embracing my sexuality more "valid".... AUUGH! It's a crazy cycle.