i know what you mean jopepsi about puzzles although i absolutely can not do them. i suck at jigsaws and my singular spouse can do them so fast.
i know the pain and fear and crazy swings of being split. it is so dang hard keeping my cool when i get soo low or so wild or so sad and angry and frustrated.
monday i thought i was going to come out of my mind, i was looking for anything and finally got an emergency meeting with my T. all kinds of pain and rage came out that i never could let out before. i got a new part of myself up front, deborah. she has the backbone and grit leslie had beat out of her by age 3.
it is wednesday and it is daylight to dark different for now. it is something special and there is a lot more way to do before we find a place we all can rest in - but it is good and it happened.
things can and will get better jopepsi. keep on keeping on. hugs.
leslie and her pixies
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