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What saved my life as a child screwed my life as an adult. I hate it and yet I would have destroyed myself if it were not for DID - or worse, they would have destroyed me!
I know that my life puts the D in dysfunctional, but as someone before me said, it is not just about me any more, it is about my children and my spouse and many others i care about - it is even about you here, Earthmama and so many others. I care about you all. Without DID, I would never have met any of you and you all are remarkable people for ALL of who you are.
I sometimes move in every direction, seemingly at once and it is as much down as up many days, weeks and longer. But, it is getting better; the more I've been able to accept what and who I am - even in the face of rejection and pain - the better I get.
Earthmama, I am sorry it is so hard now, hang on there, ok?
leslie and all
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