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Thank you all so much for responding to my question. We have had over 5 years free of pain pill addiction. Our body has severe pain problems and we wear an opiod patch and even use (under doctor supervision) pain pills. We've done well until recently we hit an awful bad patch that blew up on Monday this week. The night before we got so scared of where we were at that we abused our meds. I am trying to figure where I go from here as I do not ever want to go back to the crap I did and thought and lived when I was practicing my addiction. I've just noticed that certain parts are more prone to look to meds to alter the scary bad place they are in. I got into my T and something significant happened that brought a stronger part of my original self forward and deborah is going to bring some stability and "backbone" to us that leslie has needed desperately.
All that to say I am trying to not deny and not over-react either.
Thanks again for all your input from your experiences, I really appreciate you so much. Big Hugs all of you,
leslie and all of us
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