thanks for your support and encouragement, guys. i will probably go for the first session and see. but the first session is always the hardest!! i wish they would leave the digging in to history until later.

impy - no updates yet; next pdoc appt is on monday so i'll only get the referral then.

these are the (stupid) things i am hung up about, atm:
- he is south african. i know this is the most ridiculous thing to be wary about, but my ex was south african too and so i'm not sure now. idiot deli. i keep telling myself that some of my bloody best friends are south african (and by god i love their accents) but still i am really afraid of this T already. it's the most ridiculous thing to be hung about, and i'm ashamed .
- other issue: i don't know if he is a Dr? the psych registry board only lists his name, not his title. so now i'm worried about how to call him when i first ring up. i know i could ask pdoc, but i don't want pdoc to know that i get worried about insignificant things like this.